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Help me, please normally I 'm the one who is the encourger and loves to help, now I'm having a turn, at desperation, which it has been many years , since I felt so close to feel so close this horribldj hopelesks, I can feel it breathing on me..  SORRY ABOUT THE TITLE, I COULDNT GO AND CORRECT THE END OF IT, YOU WILL UNDERSTAND IF YOU READ THIS OR ANY OF MY POSTS!  PLEASE, PLEASE, IM GETTING RUMDUM FROM TRYING TO FIND THE RIGHT WORDS, THIS IS REALITY, THAT JUST ISN'T PIC OF SOME ONE I KNOW THAT IS ME, WITH A FAKE SMILE, AND WITH A TOP DENTURES ONLY THAT CAME OUT SHORTLY AFTER PIC,  AND MY LAST POST I HAVE A PICTURE OF ME WITH TEETH, ITS TITLEED NOT ABOUT COSMETIC SUREGEY SOMETHING LIKE  THAT, BUT I HAVE NO TEETH IN THAT PIC.  HONESTY UNTILL I STARTED TAKING PICS FOR THIS SITE, AND I TOOK SEVERAL WITH OUT TEETH, PEOPLE OUR RIGHT I COULD LIVE  WITH HOW I LOOK, IT IS NOT ABOUT THAT, PLEASE UNDERSTAND, I HAVE NO IDEDA WHY INSURANCE COMPANYS THINK  ORAL IMPLANTS OR COSMETIC, BECAUSE ME OTHERS LIKE ME  ARE IN    NEED   OF THEM NOT WANT.  NEED     YOU  NO IDEA HOW MANY HOURES I HAVE LOGGED ON HERE TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO GET MY IMPLANTS , SO I DONT END UP WITH CANCER IN MY ESPHAGAS AND I WONT BE NAUSEATED DAY AND NITE, AND THROWING UP PART OF THE TIME. IM TIRED, IM GOING GIVE THIS A REST, BUT I WILL BE BACK AND I WILL KEEP WRITING UNTIL SOMEONE WILL AT LEAST CHECK INTO MY PROBLEM, AND  SEE CHECK OUT WHAT I HAVE SAID.  i DONT MIND I WELCOME IT. I DONT WANT YOUR MONEY,  NOT ONE DIME, 6 IMPLANTS AND BOTTOM AND TOP DENTURES, THE TOP CAN'T HAVE THE PALET PART THATS WHY I NEED THE 4 IMPLANTS UP THERE. I LIVE IN CALIF.  I NEED GET OFF HERE IM STARTING TO WRITE IN CIRCLES..  THANK YOU AGAIN, FOR ANY TIME YOU SPEND AT LEAST READING MINE AND OTHERS PLIGHTS.  I look like a pretty happy woman, well its joy not happiness, and those are top dentures, that I wear for very, very short amout of time. I is not cosmetic surgey, I dont care if thats what they call it I have pictures of my self without teeth, I had one posted yesterday, and people say they can hardly tell, but its because  I Need them, to function, to have normalcy in my life again. If it wasn't for  God in my lifte, I'll be painfully honest, I would have taken my life by now.  I have barrettas esphagas, which is precancer of esphaagas, I have a long ulcer history going back to when I was 16, when I had bleeding ulcers, I had ulcers in my esphagas a few years back, and then was diagosed with the Barrettas, at this point it is precancer, but with out dentures that can be worn in my mouth, I am swallowing acid all the time, and am nauseous and throw up. I went thru 2 sets of dentures, before I found out it was my mouth that was messed up not the dentures, I am on medi-cal, if I had had reg dental, maybe I would have found out sooner. I just found out about 2 months ago from repuable dentist, and paying a consultation fee, that the top of my mouth is made wrong, who knew, there is a name what I didnt write it down, and because of that and my small mouth, and strong gag refex which which in my case is located right on the part of the top of my mouth where the back of the denture normally rests, so I have multi problems, and the dentist said he could do nothing with my the top, and said they could possible fix the bottom with 2 implants, this is with out exrays yet.  and  I was crying, and he said that I should go see a specalist in mouth problems/dentures. So I did another consultation fee, but larger, and this man was equally as kind and gracious as the other. He gave me futher hope, he also explain